I just lost my smile...

Playing with a plastic toy

life was like a ride of joy

A cracking sound on the courtyard tile

And before I knew it, I just lost my smile

Was in tears when I broke my Rambo doll

All I could do was cry and bawl.

Startled by my hue and cry

my mother wipes my tears dry

Was eying a place in the hall of fame

while keeping my eye on the game

I lost my game by more than a mile

And before I knew it, I just lost my smile

My father sat beside me

Taught me the rules of the sea.

Told me "The small fish gets eaten by the bigger one,

So always put in your best, my son.

Walking around in La-La Land

We held hands as we walked on the sand

The happiness was short lived, it was only for a while

And before I knew it, I just lost my smile

Enter the world of drugs and sleeze

It sucked me in before I could say please

Love and trust are foregone words

Feel like my remains are being pecked by birds

I still tried to move on with my life

Balancing is hard when you're walking on the edge of a knife

I'm fighting a losing war, realisation took a while

And before I knew it, I just lost my smile

Losing it all in the blink of an eye

Made me ask questions to the spirit in the sky

No response just made me believe it was all a lie

All I wanted to ask was "Why me, Why?"